Peace - Nothing Else Makes Sense and Justice - Nothing Else Matters

Peace - Nothing Else Makes Sense and Justice - Nothing Else Matters
Dilution is NOT the solution to radioactive pollution: THAT is delusion. NO and NO.KNOW.NO! NUKES PLEASE: Drawing light on the Beauty of Diversity ~ Taking every last and first thing literally figurativelly through the eyes of MzDiagnosed Autism Spectrum erroneously viciously forced by lockdown that 70s style to take the Deadly Rx T-Rex thus given the Manic Depressive Bipolar it's a syndrome folks no joke. Seaing everything personally symbolically synchronicitealeafly...and No More Freaking Frack Freaks!!! ∃volv∃ is Lov∃ Spwelled Backwards

Monday, January 19, 2015

Research: Plants Cure Cancer, Not Chemicals

By Sayer Ji, Contributing Writer for Wake Up World, 17th January 2015
view article here

Unbeknownst to most, a Copernican revolution has already taken place in cancer theory. Today, the weight of evidence indicates that plants and not chemicals are the solution for reversing the global cancer epidemic.

Our understanding of what causes cancer has undergone something akin to a Copernican revolution in the past decade. Biological fatalism has been the predominant force in medicine over the past half century, where most conditions including cancer were believed predestined ‘in the genes,’ and therefore impossible to reverse. Instead of looking for root cause resolution of disease (RCRD), we resigned ourselves to ‘finding it early’ and in the case of cancer, when doing so (even when it was benign), we waged war against it, quite literally using weapons grade materials (mustard gas- and nuclear materials-derived agents). Now, however, in this post-Genomic era, factors above (epi-) the control of the genes – epigenetic factors – are taking center stage; these include environmental exposures, stress, nutritional factors, and various lifestyle-based variables that are within the ambit of our control and volition, and which are often reversible.

In other words, cancer is now being understood as epigenetic dysfunction, a direct and even adaptive response to the post-industrial, carcinogen-saturated environment, in addition to a diet of faux, mostly chemically-produced ‘food,’ combining to produce an environment – ‘inner terrain– within the body ideal for cancer promotion.

Indeed, in a new study published in the journal Food and Chemical Toxicology titled, "The use of plant-derived bioactive compounds to target cancer stem cells and modulate tumor microenvironment," the authors note the powerful implications of this new epigenetic view of cancer:

"A fundamental aspect to be taken into account is that epigenetic changes can possibly be reversed by modifying epigenetic factors, such as diet and lifestyle. Nowadays, identification of these factors is crucial to develop epigenetically-based preventions and more effective anti-cancer intervention strategies."

Moreover, they note that natural interventions are once again (after countless millennia of worldwide use), at the cutting edge of medical intervention:

"Virtually, all dietary compounds have the ability to act at the epigenetic level in cancer cells thus influencing the epigenome in a positive or negative way. Particularly, plant derived compounds, such as polyphenols, have the capacity to reverse adverse epigenetic mutations in cancer cells, to inhibit tumorigenesis progression, to prevent the metastatic process or to sensitize cancer cells to chemo and radiotherapy (Vanden Berghe, 2012)."

The new study highlighted the following points, the implications for the future of cancer treatment are truly revolutionary:

Cancer stem cells (CSCs) are chemo-radiotherapy resistant, causing tumor relapse.

CSCs are known to reside within specific hypoxic and acidic tumor niches.

Phytocompounds affect CSC self-renewal, metabolism and microenvironment.

Phytocompounds might be exploited for cancer prevention and treatment.

As we have covered extensively in previous posts, the discovery of a subpopulation within tumors of cells known as cancer stem cells, reveals that our half-century old war on cancer, officially inaugurated in 1971 with Nixon’s signing of the National Cancer Act, was extremely misguided. The notion that cancer is simply a byproduct of cells within the body going rogue due to DNA damage and replicating clonally through fundamentally chaotic – stochastic – processes, has been called into question by the discovery that tumors are actually sophisticated, hierarchically organized communities that express highly intelligent, survival-based behaviors, albeit evolutionary ancient in origin. The establishment views cancer as something ‘you have or don’t have,’ and the equivalent of being infected by ‘terrorist-like’ cancer cells that must be treated as an enemy and obliterated by any means necessary. This treatment ensues regardless of the collateral damage to the patient. The emerging and far more nuanced cancer stem-cell based perspective, precipitated primarily by epigenetic factors – e.g. chemical exposure, dietary incompatibilities, metabolic acidosis and low oxygen (hypoxia) – offers a far more promising and empowering view of prevention and treatment.

If cancer is not something that fatalistically ‘happens to the body,’ due to ‘bad’ inherited genes passed down from distant ancestors, but is something the body does adaptively to survive anthropogenic exposures that diverge from millions, if not billions of years, of bodily prehistory, suddenly the solution to overcoming the burgeoning, global cancer epidemic is in regaining and/or reproducing the ideal bodily and psycho/spiritual conditions within the body that is no longer conducive to carcinogenesis. As proposed in the book I co-authored, Cancer Killers, we don’t get sick because we have cancer; we get cancer because we are already sick.

For additional research on the true nature of, and solution for, cancer, focusing on the revolutionary implications of the cancer stem cell theory, please review the following articles and videos:
Are Cancer Stem Cells the Key to Discovering a Cure
Turmeric Extract Strikes To The Root Cause of Cancer
The Cure for Cancer Begins With Understanding It
Study: Radiation Therapy Can Make Cancers 30x More
Is Cancer An Ancient Survival Program Unmasked
Research: Radiotherapy Causes Cancer, Blueberry Kills It
Broccoli Kills The Stem Cells That Make Cancers Immortal
 
I anticipate a time in the not too distant future when the conventional medical establishment freely acknowledges that cancer is a natural response to decades of cumulative exposures to unnatural, evolutionarily unprecedented chemical, electromagnetic, psycho/spiritual exposures and conditions. Instead of vilifying and violently suppressing the symptom of this perfect storm of toxicity — cancer — enlightened practitioners will learn to address, remove and redress the root causes, focusing on reproducing the conditions that support our genetic and epigenetic blueprint of health and wellness. It is the goal of GreenMedInfo.com to provide the public and professional populations a resource to leverage the emerging evidence to do exactly that. The following database sections are designed to make this task easier:

Health Guide: Cancer Research

Health Guide: Breast Cancer Research

E-course: Cancer, Nutrition and Natural Healing

Further articles by Sayer Ji:
Lime Juice Could Save 100’s of Thousands of Lives Each Year
A Higher Level of Freedom – The Benefit of Cannabis to Health
Eating Wheat & Cow’s Milk Disrupt DNA Expression & Antioxidant Status
How WHOLE Turmeric Heals the Damaged Brain
Fluoridated Water Can Calcify Arteries, Study Finds
How Monsanto’s ‘RoundUp’ is Cursing the Global Food Supply
Research Proving Vitamin C’s Therapeutic Value in 200+ Diseases
Sesame Seeds – Ten Amazing Health Benefits Of This Super-Seed
Biophotons: The Human Body Emits, Communicates with, and is Made from Light
13 Evidence-Based Medicinal Properties of Coconut Oil
The Spice That Prevents Fluoride From Destroying Your Brain
Turmeric Beats Ibuprofen for Arthritis of the Knee
About the author:

Sayer Ji is an author, educator, Steering Committee Member of the Global GMO-Free Coalition (GGFC), advisory board member of the National Health Federation, and the founder of GreenMedInfo.com – an open access, evidence-based resource supporting natural and integrative modalities. His writings have been published and referenced widely in print and online, including Truthout, Mercola.com, The Journal of Gluten Sensitivity, New York Times and The Well Being Journal.

In 1995 Sayer received a BA degree in Philosophy from Rutgers University, where he studied under the American philosopher Dr. Bruce W. Wilshire, with a focus on the philosophy of science. In 1996, following residency at the Zen Mountain Monastery in upstate New York, he embarked on a 5 year journey of service as a counselor-teacher and wilderness therapy specialist for various organizations that serve underprivileged and/or adjudicated populations. Since 2003, Sayer has served as a patient advocate and an educator and consultant for the natural health and wellness field.

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Sunday, January 11, 2015

Dream ♬ ♪ ∞

bedtime story
May 21, 2014
DreamDream ♬ ♪ ∞
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Have a dream. Insanity ends. The nightmare is over.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Peace. war on humanity and the planet, will never exist again. Greed=parasitic evil and exploitation forever ceases to exist ♬ ♪ ∞ - is sucked into our beloved galaxy's celestial black hole.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Chemtrails in the skeye cease. The air and the skeye are clear of those toxic deadly chemicals they used to spray in lines and dumps across the skeye. Weather is normalised. The soil is on a path to healing.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Peace. War ceases. All soldiers are employed in projects rebuilding and caring for the planet and all its inhabitants. They don't have to hurt others or kill or maim ever again. No more suffering. They don't have to sacrifice their lives or become injured for life. If they have loved ones they are not separated from them.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Medicine and pharmaceuticals, like all industry, are not-for-profit and true cures for all disease became mainstream and available to all.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Fracking is banned, and the detruction of our underground water caused by fracking is ceased. Oil and gas use for energy is obsolete. No more toxic energy of any kind, electricity or wireless, or utilities for any profit other than the collective transformation toward a totally sustainable clean energy. Solar, hydro, clean, non-toxic energy are livelihood.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Agriculture is sustainably supported, free from government or any other oppression. Government and corporations cease to exist. Prisons and gangs cease. Monsanto and their like transform their evil work to goode, un-doing the damage from Genetically Modified Organisms (GMOs) and all their toxic products, including 'Roundup'.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Cars and all transportation are powered by clean energy and accessible by all.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ All destructive industry ceases, and transform to become usedful, sustainable and clean. No more toxic chemicals in the water, in vaccines or any other medicine. No evil mercury amalgam nor other toxic (e.g. root canals) dentistry. Remaining rainforests are protected by all. Food production is a vocation of love and health, largely tied to the home. There is no homelessness. Homes became non-polluting and all existing buildings are converted. The goode ways of olde are coming back. There are no more subjugation of any living being. All has access to a decent life, and people to work that sustain them and their families, their communities, and all fit into a whole, vast kaleidoscope of caring livelihood.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Autism births thus cease, those who were affected by it are healing. Life detoxifies. Society is inclusive and caring. No more slavery of any kind. No longer huge gaps in wealth, or vast poverty. No politics. Everyone has what they need for a sustainable life. No one is rich, no one is poor. There is no longer any worry about money. No one lays fallow. Everyone contributes in their own way to the collective goode. Depression and boredom cease to exist.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Overpopulation ceases. All People are thoughtful and caring about (the sacred act of) having children, having the resources to bring into the world only those they always truly love and want. Each and every child born have what they need to thrive and make their own way.
♥ ☄ ☮ ★ Free thinking and belief replaces any oppression of the mind or of religion. Whoever has wanted to leave Earth has done so, and Earth is healing. Her oceans, rivers and lakes, marshes. Her crust heals. Earth is no longer exploited, and heals for eternity ♬ ♪ ∞
Love U, Leyesza


 

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Bipolar attempts at College...

1984?
Sure.  Just try to go to college when you have full blown manic depression.  at 27, signed up, got sick (manic), dropped out.  Signed up again, got sick again, dropped out...signed up again, got sick, dropped out.  Couldn't manage the whole working/going to school thing - SUCK at sleep deprivationSallie Mae was up my bloody a$$ till last year, paid those f**kers off at 53.  I should have gone on disability when I was 18.  Maybe I could have finally gotten my degree - believe me - paying off less than half a bachelors w/no degree SUCKS.  Thanks, fu*&ing UMASS/Boston you assh*()z.

They also made me take ALL the bloody hell vaccines over again because my ex husband had stolen all my records (All My Belongings) and I had nothing to prove I was already vaccinated.  I got Soooooooooo sick.
AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
All I ever wanted was a degree.  makes me so pissed off

Killing Yourself To Live
Black Sabbath


Well people look and people stare
 Well I don't think that I even care
 You work your life away and what do they give?
 You're only killing yourself to live
 Killing yourself to live


Just take a look around you what do you see
 Pain, suffering and misery
 It's not the way that the world was meant
 It's a pity you don't understand
 Killing yourself to live


I'm telling you
 Believe in me
 Nobody else will tell you
 Open your eyes
 And see the lies, oh yeah


You think I'm crazy and baby
 I know that it's true
 Before that you know it I think
 That you'll go crazy too


I don't know if I'm up or down Whether black is white or blue is brown
 The colors of my life are all different somehow
 Little boy blue's a big girl now

So you think it's me who's strange
 But you've never had to make the change
 Never give your trust away
 You'll end up paying till your dying day

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Reaching out

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I've decided to stop isolating online and have joined a chat room for bipolar survivors like me.  I am hopeful that it will be a very positive experience.  I will be decent in the chat room, and mind my manners.  

I've also joined a webring and am looking into others.  I will be visiting other BP websites.  This seems like a very good thing to do.  I may be a hermit, but I can try to reach out online.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

Auntie Social


Avoided having my own kids knowing that they would be at risk of having a horrible childhood. Knew it was 'wrong-headed', but everything in life made no sense - everything which made no sense made sense. Perhaps I would not have the fortitude to overcome my own infancy (destruction of self-esteem) - (upbringing) and by loving any potential kids I might have so much, could not let them suffer as I did. I felt deep inside that whatever was done to me to make me feel so much agony had to be stopped genetically, for lack of actual conscious remembering
Early Sensitive Caregiving Has Lasting Influence on Child’s Development:
http://psychcentral.com/news/2014/12/19/early-sensitive-caregiving-has-lasting-influence-on-childs-development/78842.html

My first husband wanted kids, but he's way better off without me, especially as a mother.   He wouldn't hold down the old 'day job' anyway and that also turned me off to becoming so dependent.  I have a nephew. He is autistic. We live on opposite coasts.  I don't know him.  But I love him.

Pathological anxiety permeated my life, the idea of carrying a child and the worry of if it was going to be ok or not seemed too much to bear.  It was the 70s/80s, politically, sociologically, environmentally, so many growing reasons to not have kids (population explosion, ongoing degradation of environment.)

Took 50 years, but these 3 or so years into detoxing from (evil Rx) prescription drugs and resulting terrifying manic episode opened my eyes (reliving) my past and regaining memory, even the dreaded high chair. The farther back I went (in memory) the more I realized why I despised myself so much. It stemmed from infancy.

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Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Let Girls Build Spaceships, 1970s Lego Note Tells Parents

By Katherine Biek, Evansville Courier & Press | http://www.courierpress.com/newsy/let-girls-build-spaceships-1970s-lego-note-tells-parents | http://i.imgur.com/XmlDUox.jpg

We Guess Public Relations Barbie Can’t Use Email Any Better Than Computer Engineer Barbie
By Mary Beth Quirk, The Consumerist | http://consumerist.com/2014/11/19/we-guess-public-relations-barbie-cant-use-email-any-better-than-computer-engineer-barbie/

Mattel Apologizes, Says Incompetent Engineer Barbie ‘Doesn’t Reflect The Brand’s Vision’
By Laura Northrup, The Consumerist | http://consumerist.com/2014/11/19/mattel-apologizes-says-incompetent-engineer-barbie-doesnt-reflect-the-brands-vision/

Body Image, Eating Disorders & Marketing – Is This the Real Barbie?
By April McCarthy, Prevent Disease, Waking Times |
http://www.wakingtimes.com/2014/12/02/body-image-eating-disorders-marketing-real-barbie/


Sunday, November 30, 2014

Dear Abbie,

Abbie
Here's to you.  You would have been 78 today? 

You were right. You were famous. When I said you weren't that famous, it was just to piss you off. Only said it because you were such an egomaniac. But you were right. When they suicided you, it became evident that everyone knew you. 


Saw it in a vision several years after you died. It was a hand-held device, reminiscent of a radar gun that staties use to speed-trap folks on highways. They knew you were in a down state, a rough patch, that you were weakened. They hired some goon to point it at you while you were sleeping, from the edge of the field outside the renovated turkey coop apartments you rented in New Hope, PA (Solesbury Township. Ironic.) I saw it. They kept doing it until it had microwaved your brain enough to drive you insane. Another revolutionary suicided.

Always wanted to write something in homage to your legacy, a book on bipolar with a chapter on the corrupt Rx industry for you, but it lays fallow (that book) most likely to never be published. You were writing a book on manic depression when they took you, yes? Yes, I'm a wimp. How could I possibly do the right (write) thing? We clashed, being in-laws and all. But you had a profound affect on our lives. And I was then and am proud of you, my former out-law father-in-law.  I'm sorry. I was such a little puissant to you.  (But it was so much fun:)  All these years, you've tried to help from the other side.


"Free speech means the right to shout 'theatre' in a crowded fire." -Abbie Hoffman
Today, our broken hearts are with Ferguson and America's systemic racism. And mind bogglingly vast numbers of other horrors committed against humanity and the planet. We are still in a downward spiral, 25+ years after you've been gone, worse than ever, on the brink of mass extinction for crap's sake. It's insane, the escalation of the degradation of this planet.  You had it right to focus on saving the environment and no more war. 'Barry Freed' with Save the River, for goodness sake.

Exercising free speech these days is more dangerous than ever. The bastards (corruption) are destroying the constitution.
On a personal note, your death 'Pop, as Andy called you' was the beginning of the end for Andrew and me. I did love him. But he insisted on a downward spiral after we lost you, getting himself under a guise of impunity (others unprotected) into more and more trouble, making me more angry and crazy trying to get a damned college education while working and having breakdowns under the stress. 

Mid-80s, Sloppy Louis in NYC, R-2-L back, sister Phyllis, Abbie, brother Jack,
Aunt Rose, mother Florence (she adored her family), and an unidentified uncle? (far left)
Didn't want to leave, but when he insisted on putting my father at increasing risk (with the 'use of the cottage) had to do something to protect my family, even at my own demise. What choice was there? Probably saved Andrew's butt (and both of our families') by leaving him, and having become a hateful banshee, couldn't stand myself with him. We could never work things out, as much as we tried. It all sucked more than anything. Devastated and in grief for decades at the loss of Sheila and Ilya. Andrew? Anyway.  Blood is thicker...

Next book reads will be oldies. Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance by Robert M. Pirsig. The Carlos Castaneda series, not necessarily in order. Have been getting into reading Zen Gardener and other great bloggers. Blog, web-log. These guys kinda remind me a little of you, Abbie. Truth Warrior types. Eye Like Icke.  in5d.com.  Augureye.  You would be so angry about the shit going down on the people these days.  Your kind is missed.


My father Bino has been gone since 93, and I've become estranged with my mother and brother in recent years.  A recurring theme, me losing family.  Got no parents left.  Ok, No, happy now?  So Happy Birthday, Abbie.  Cheers, to you.

Thursday, November 27, 2014

Are. The Write to Free Speech

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 Some old psychotic prose.  In Boston we say our "r's" 'aaaaaahh'.  ;)

< back recommended healing  
 

Circus on the Moon
May the force, be with us.........
(XXXplaceholder for saving
the earth hereOOO)

music and writing are art - the most immediate
powerful medium
gets us right in our feelings
goes right to a heart

momo
(XXXplaceholder for saving
the earth hereOOO)
don't want to walk alone any more , (XXXplaceholder for saving
the earth hereOOO)

okay?
where are those crazyolasz?...

This is a web. It (the internet)has ugly roots in WAR, and military defense communications. And now it has transformed from imprisoned to free defense through LOVE!
The 'WRITE' to FREE SPEECH

Time form-e to MOVE on.org
toward DEMOCRACYNOW.ORG
type thinking for this puppy

LOVE!!!!!!!!!!
PEACE OUT


OK, this is an exercise in (trying to) love something no matter how hateful
or evil it is, to try to heal it
baby, we love our government
and our country

"We, the people" LOVE THE GOVERNMENT!! it's all good, we
We are the world.
love, and LOVE

better watch out for them good ufo's, big guys - they may love you to peaces

nobody move, nobody get hurt

where is Waldo, anyway?
"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

iow - in other words - with the mind do the trails, threads, trains of thought












please don't blame the son, eye see now he was a victim too

thank you

for all of you - your gifts - and inspiration - encouragement...nurturing...family

so many beautiful people, how can eye re cognize you all? one at a time...

tributes begin below...




every single last
ALL of us

people good
in the:

America='free' speech for all
- the universal
- the collective
draft - of WILL
WE, the People
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INSPIRATION 
FOR JOINING THE MOVEMENT
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SURVIVAL 
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Arts - inspiration - potential - for ears to hear here would like to focus with writers and musicians, because it's all about whatcan be between ears, spirit and in hearts.
Inspiration lives everywhere, for an example: Dylan's - Tangled up in Blue
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ah yup, Oh Please Just, Let me Please Break Down
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please keep in mind with this the two kinds of LOVE are not the same.
they are separate entities even though they are connected as everything else is

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where we go wing
very cool
U-NI-VERSE-ALL
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sail
right on - the vibe has won for eternity


consider that!

this nav sux - if eye had the time this web would become more professional, crazyolaz well, tough patooties
:) !













as they say...

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BASTA COSI'
spritually homeless
starsouttonight
howsillyofme
happy
Slanting Rays
Fighting the Will
So Sudden
Gee, Silly Girl
have some


fear is only in our heads...let go...there is nothing anyone can not learn...in a little while...

i'ts not about m...it's about spinning a top...'m HER child...noone can f-ck with m now...go ahead - try n kill, weye'll just come back again...STRONGER and STRONGER

Bombastic FORGIVENESS is the word

of the day today

Hey there, DJ Day, no worries. It's just the silly world of soul rock and roll's rave. You're just doing your job, eyem used to this bye new. They're like spanking a naughty child, who was part of a repressed problem for way too long (hey - parents always used to blame the kids) and when it grows up (like yesterday), it's not all that and it's going to be all good. Got the pink shirt and pink charms on the old heart chakra going. So rest your mind, and have some tea and take care of that headache. Here's a holder for your crazyolasz

EVERYONE - please check article on healing mind blowing.

Hey Pally Cake - don't you be dissin' any mum. She's a scared little kid who got the shit kicked out of her growing up so BACK OFF or you'll frig up your own karma. She takes care of her little sicko the best way she can, by offering her tons of mortgages to pay off.

Eye no, let's put your working balls off under a microscope and see what's growing there...and we can make all kinds of deep assumptions based on face value.

while your atit - believe everything you see and hear okay?. With that, you get a middle finger and then a kiss blowed at your face. an you can have those crazyolasz i gave you cause i love all the rest of your stupid cakey musix
, it's all good

butt i digress

don't have to not think about it all any more
my turn to finally contribute - so her's a story for ya
keep gathering those spirit doves off the ground, they are looking up at you happy waiting to play
doves of peace, scoop em all in your arms and
up - lett them free

it's over
no they self
please forgive me
it's let go now, eye promise for good

it's bad gass passed
so pass that around and bite

doves flying out of your loving living outstretched arms, up into the skeye, playing birdies, filling up the sky!!!
let's go!

none of it happend, okay? snot all the - let it go - real heal heal, dog - heal

pls, kin oui pretend to be in deenial and pretend it never happened? lass'nite cuz it's like....a fart. it was repressed for a long time at work and it just came out - so it's let go so moved on.
let it go
let it snow
let it snow
let the pain go
have to recommend a life - changing articles - healing anyone?

i'm vinally bein a good kid now...



pizza, frenchfries, pixxa, prenchpries

how do ya *choke, cough* celebrate President's day?

...o well, just link to the adventures of porgie and bess!!...who are they anyway? ah, so much research, links to link, so little time...to do...and f'ing dial-up to boot-m in the arse!

 

continued:


The RADIO is a more universal and accessible tool as it transmits our musical library. Sort of for free, after you buy the radio and get electricity or batteries for it. Ok, not free.

We can open our hearts and practice training ourselves to believe that all humans are truly a collective "us" - the key to survival. Together. What a point so much of the structure of society misses.

This with all of the beautiful works our artists of all genre's have "given" the world. Artists crave inspiration, (their awedience) and we have each other.

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like minded individuals loving from their hearts (separated - that pure love - as a conduit - for this article here)
just
thinking creative -
wax imagination -
to picture a concept
envision
the shedding of the physical and replacing with unity in the mind and spirit

we will still retain our individuality as the vibe shifts
the vibe

Creativity in penning, and any other medium, and the creativity of listener, the radio reception so to speak, is KEY. Together we can be inspired by pure love and have a real chance at survival, yes?

Did m catch on yet?...

Here are those darlin' little deemed crazyolasz...colorful little waxy beasts






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Sunday, November 23, 2014

Tyranny Rex


Tallullah Lay and her 5 chicks
Tallullah Lay and her 5 chicks
Loathed school and avoided it at all cost, a venerate (compulsive) loner. At 27, finally saw the value of it in context to getting less mind-numbing (& theoretically more $$) employment, and went to University of Mass. I was too sick (bipolar from early childhood and a toxic upbringing) to follow through - the sleep deprivation with working and going to school I couldn't overcome and dropped out several times before I finally had to let it go. Just paid off all those broken degree school loans, at 53! I also went back to trade school in the 90', 00's, and finally got better employment (web design) but with this damned illness, no degree and serious social issues, fell out of the job market after the big crash '08. Holding down jobs had always been a struggle with the bipolar disorder, getting worse as I got older.

Ironically, losing everything, as agonizing as it was the best thing that happened to me. I was finally able to get off the dreadful Rx meds (had to anyway - lost the med. insurance) that make one so sick. 20 years they did their vile damage. Over the last several years, I got really sick, I mean a mother of a dreaded manic episode. My life flashed before me. My memory came back. Facing and surviving it was extremely painful but exactly what I needed. It had been all subverted to unconsciousness, having started from infancy. Manic episodes are always to be avoided, they always leave you with many train wrecks to recover from. Somehow I survived this latest bad one, damage sustained. Realized how toxic a family I have and protect myself from them now with sad but necessary estrangement.

I am extremely fortunate. J., my companion, has been my protective wing. He is extremely well-read and has genius level memory, mental abilities. (Self-taught, no silver spoon or even a drop of help from his parents.) He is an amazing man. He moved to the wild woods of Vermont, bought 10 rugged acres in the hills with a small ravine, and lived in a Teepee the first year. He's half Native. (Winters here can be deadly.) That he has done all this with no help (14 years) until I got here 4 years ago, with his bare hands is amazing to me. Sometimes we barely have two pennies to clink together, but he paid his mortgage off, and has only taxes and utilities to contend with. So smart to stay away from debt/employment slavery. Life is simpler here (in ways) like tending to firewood is almost a full time job. Not to gloss it over, it can be rough out in the woods. But the joys are immense. Nature. Chickens. And you can be who you really are.

Wish there were something to do to volunteer for the community.  Don't like driving, and don't like leaving home or James. Really wish there were something to do from home. Other than that, focusing on survival, firewood and staying warm is where it's at. 


Bipolar disorder is a devastating disease.  There should be g@* d*&n Rx that worked without devastating destruction of the body...