What is Non-Duality, Aaron? Why am Eye Almost Always subject to this Confusion attempting to infiltrate (think Carlos Castaneda's amazing journey with the Yaqui Spiritual Shaman Leader) this beloved planet?
If I were ever to be in a position of authority, like a teacher perhaps, I would NEVER even THINK of flirting with ANY of my students, or other teachers for that matter. That is me. I would protect myself from any backlash especially with people who may be vulnerable, like me. I would work on that. It would be totally inappropriate in my humble opinion. Don't call me a square, prude, stupid, jerk whatever names float that sick boat. Sticks and stones. Women get treated different than men, and they get their backs stabbed worse, etc... much.
I feel more comfortable with Women around. We 'get' life.
But Men confuse me as much as I like them sometimes, in general.
I miss gay male work buddies so bad. No tension.
If a teacher perhaps, a Man teacher were to flirt with all or most of their female students, so be it, who am I to judge someone else - absofreakinglutely nobody.
But please...protect yourself at the very least...please...be very careful what one steps into is my only advice. I love all my teachers. And us students become very, very protective of our Teach overtime, especially when they are amazing, unique and majical each in their own way.
I wanna Be very careful of people's feelings especially not maybe just reading a book by it's cover and assume that a person is perhaps. well adjusted, stable emotionally, physically, familially, historically, situationally, or otherwize. (Yeah, I got most of my teeth except for the antique repaied root canal from that demon inept dentist in the 80s...whoops memory lane black hole let that shot go...that needs removal...I got what I paid for.)
Oh, yeah. Even if anyone seems like their whole soul/lives have not been one trauma after another from ... before...? birth. And generationally. Like, genetically specific to this beautiful blue/green/black/yellow/red/what3ver spinning top...Granny Galaxy, help me out here? No? Okay.
I know I have suffered from massive trauma this go round from ingestation, which I haven't really fully shaken off yet. Truly, I don't know if I ever have the capacity to overcome.
We shall, yes. Huwomanity together can and will once we have to all connect psychically - they're trying to take our birthright to these abilities away from us through division, fear and chemical ... additives and pollution and mismanagement of our brother/sister Water. What the heck am eye even hear fa? Warrior...oh, thankx a LOT never mind 'Jane, you ignorant slut" ~ SNL first? episode of series? Jane Curtain? as a newscaster and Rosanna Rosanadana BIG HEARTS!!!
But me? May be better off a Lucy - a spinster for the rest of my life, a crazy cat lady type. Too many too much together time relationships have blown up in my face. I can't take another broken nose, nor do I ever see this shattered heart healing enough to be good for ... ?my? 'god'. My Karma does it not deserve a good man in my life buh=buh BUT historically, so why would this change now? I can't see it. I don't have it. My heart is shattered despite encompassing expanding multiverse. Venus in Taurus exactly opposing Neptune in Scorpiorpio - squared by Aquarian Jupiter? Wow. I'm buffalo'ed toxic. Nuclear. Stay away.
I may be just pure stupidity, totally inept socially as I have isolated for my entire life except for training/school attemption/career/medical care...insta fam, etc. etc. until I moved to this area, for the first time totally alone, knowing no one local, job-and carless. But thankful as freak that I escaped outta Dodge. (Boondocks) NEK Bootcamp. Never Again. I've Not a Freaquing Clue how ta be wit people...'cept I'm leaning and learning to grow a colder shoulder under the boulder holder torture device. And yes, despite how I may present, I do not have a car. Or investements, or gleefully 'hey - does anyone know of a good 'accountant?'. Yikes. Ouch. Or anything like that. Yeah, kid, I had a career once and some idiot insisted on all this bling but no, truly I am freaquing broke raising my beatiful family of twin sister - brother.
My sore thumbs? Stuff falling out of my hands? 'just create another account'...That's me in a nutshell. Frustrated and angry as hell at Ma Bell? Try now the Robotic Wallz of SHAME trying to get a Human Being Customer Service Rep on the phone theze crazy daze...
Yeah, I can lift that for you but I might bust a gut, I'm OLD now. I feel safer alone and even happy but want that strong man shoulder to share the skeye with weekends. So. Confused.????????????????????????????????66 yes I YAM, sweet potatah.
What? No you. You write a book and stopp harrassing me please.