No One Is Illegal On Stolen Land

 

No Justice on Stolen Land:  KRS One

How Come I Deserve to Live In This Beautiful Place?

 

The Blessing/Curse of Sort Of looking like...a - What3ever - a Normie? and White?

What is Non-Duality, Aaron?

If I were ever to be in a position of authority, like a teacher perhaps, I would NEVER even THINK of flirting with ANY of my students, or other teachers for that matter.  That is me.  I would protect myself from any backlash especially with people who may be vulnerable, like me.  I would work on that.  It would be totally inappropriate in my humble opinion. Call me a square, whatever names you like.  Sticks and stones.  Women get treated different than men, and they get their backs stabbed worse, etc...  

I feel more comfortable with Women around.  We 'get' life.

But Men confuse me as much as I like them sometimes.

I miss my gay male work buddies so bad.  No tension.

If a teacher perhaps, a Man teacher were to flirt with all or most of their female students, so be it, who am I to judge someone else - absofreakinglutely nobody. 

But please...protect yourself at the very least...please...be very careful what one steps into is my only advice.  Be very careful of people's feelings especially if you maybe just read a book by it's cover and assume that person is perhaps. well adjusted, stable emotionally, physically, familially, historically, situationally, or otherwize.  Even if that person seems like their whole lives have not been one trauma after another from ... birth.  And generationally.

I know I have suffered from massive trauma from ingestation, which I haven't really fully shaken off yet.  Truly, I don't know if I ever have the capacity to overcome.  

We shall, yes.  Humanity together can and will.

But me?  May be better off a Lucy - a spinster for the rest of my life, a crazy cat lady type.  Almost all my relationships have blown up in my face.  I can't take another broken nose, nor do I ever see this shattered heart healing enough to be good for ... ?my? 'god'.  My Karma does not deserve a good man in my life historically, so why would this change now?  I can't see it.  I don't have it.  Venus in Taurus exactly opposing Neptune in Scorpiorpio - squared by Aquarian Jupiter?  Wow.  I'm toxic.  Nuclear.  Stay away.

I may be just pure stupidity, totally inept socially as I have isolated for my entire life until I moved to this area, for the first time totally alone, knowing no one, job-and carless.  I've Not a Freaquing Clue.  And yes, despite how I may present, I do not have a car.  Or investements, or gleefully 'hey - does anyone know of a good 'accountant?'.  Yikes.  Ouch.  Or anything like that.  

My sore thumbs?  That's me in a nutshell.   Yeah, I can lift that but I might bust a gut, I'm OLD now.

Imposter Syndrome

Me?  Really?  Ok.  Bring it on.  I'm getting ready.  I wanna be a GREAT one some day like all the ones I know now.

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I'm so tired of this incarnation right now

But I have two beautiful baby cats and I have to keep on.  I love my studies.  I love my community now, for the first time since the 60s.  For she who bore me?  I can't even care any more.  Why should I?  She pretends but she never knew how to even close take care of herself...there's something profound missing in that translation.

Psychic...Vampirism SUX 

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