|black petunia a month later|
|toad among the strawberries|
Psychiatric survivor ~ Manic Depression ~ Bipolar Disorder ~ Freed Mind from Rx ~ Re-Awakening Soul from Mind Control ~BLOB~
|teaching one day old chicks to drink water|
|two weeks old, loving their new coop|
|Tallullah Jr., broody hen setting on the flock's collection of eggs|
|Brilliant Angry Baby Trump Blimp|
photo by The Hill
...Trump’s lawyer Rudy Giuliani has responded to the “Trump Baby” blimp that is scheduled to fly over London during Trump’s visit to the United Kingdom, saying London’s mayor should be “ashamed” for allowing it to go ahead. Activist Asad Rehman who is organizing Trump protests in London says the blimp is a “fitting testament” to Trump being “thin-skinned and a narcissist”. ...
|Trump Baby Blimp in London, protesting Trump|
|Londoners Protesting Trump|
|Liar, Bully, more brilliant protest signs|
|Trumpets Against Trump|
|Dump Trump, Fight Bigotry|
|more protestors against Trump|
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I started hallucinating at 11, mostly vicious auditory, to add to the lifelong PTSD and intense, increasing and painful social anxiety. Turns out it was not only hallucinations. I held out against the medications they tried to push on me until I was 30. I ended up becoming a step-mother to two very crazy kids, and decided to go on anti-depressants and mood stabilizers for a 'short time', which ended up for 20 years. 'Bipolar with schizo-affective and obsessive anxiety disorders along with PTSD', etc. Even though there is definitely damage done to my brain/body from those meds, I have largely quelled the self-loathing thoughts with Will. A cleaner diet, detoxing, EMDR, alternative holistic therapies, yoga, nature, maturity, decent relationship, etc.
In retrospect I believe that the psycho-meds made me much, much sicker - and vulnerable to getting messed with in other ways as well as being tortured by Archons. Literally, there were harmful and otherwise voices inserted into my head.
They tried to suicide me for decades. I believe in ways it was done electronically, perhaps by microwave or radiowave. I could identify different attacking personalities over the years. Never mind the issues I already had - there were valid reasons for paranoia which was already a nightmare. Hell. Having to be around other people was extremely painful.
As an adult finally learned how to identify repetitive noises in the environment, which were coming into my hearing and getting transformed into harmful thoughts.
Complicating this is a psychic ability that allows me to think/feel with some of those who have passed on and to 'hear' feelings from animals and wildlife, sometimes 'words' from domestic animals, and yes, even plants.
When I got the hell out of the city, and thankfully finally got free of the deadly drugs, I had the rush of recall, repressed memories of childhood that I had never remembered, which went on for a year.
Keyhole Journey's 'That's a Lie' program is elegantly simple and very effective.
|The original "SETI Message" shows a variety of binary
images (colorized here, for easier visualization) –- composed of
“ones” and “zeros” –- meant to tell a story to any ET civilization
|War is not healthy for children and other living things|
|Gen McCaffrey: 'Reluctantly I have concluded that President Trump is a serious threat to US national security.'|
|Photo by Yasir999 - Own work, CC BY-SA 4.0,|
...Well, that's what the Nordic had to say. The source of this also makes the following commentary:...
" The ultimate evil is that masked form of psychological complacency that leads one to adhere to a group philosophy rather than eke out one's own horizons. As soon as you acquire an awareness of being a so-called 'chosen special group,' you are on the way to a fall. That is the seed of destruction in any society and any culture and it leaves it vulnerable. It will be the eventual undoing of the Greys as well. They see not their error -- it is the very weakness they seize upon that is their own inherent weakness. To try and change a Grey, or a cultish type of 'Star Person,' or a CIA member is futile. It will happen, but all in its own good time... it is the spirit that makes anyone stand up and disagree with something that is untrue and incorrect that will be the thorn in the side of the Greys, and the other forces that have allied with them."...
2.) THE INVASION SCENARIO:
The O.H. Krill & Cooper Conspiracy Theories.
(Part 2 of 4)
* CONFIDENTIAL *
A SITUATION REPORT ON OUR ACQUISITION OF ADVANCED
TECHNOLOGY AND INTERACTION WITH ALIEN CULTURES
by O.H. KRILL
Observations by a Visiting Nordic:
In October, 1987, UFO researcher George Andrews was successfully able to contact one of the Nordics not associated with the Greys, through a woman in California. What follows are the comments made by the alien:
" Were you a culture about to invade, you would not do it with a flourish of ships showing up in the heavens and undergo risk of being fired upon. That's the type of warfare slightly less evolved beings get into. You would create intense confusion and disagreement with only inferences to your presence -- inferences which would [ in turn ] cause controversial disagreement."
" The Greys are insidious little fiends. They did exactly [ to us ] what they're doing here [ to you ]. You are not on the verge of an invasion. You are not in the middle of an invasion. The invasion has already taken place. It's merely in its final stages."
" What would you invade? [ Here he describes the operational plan of the Greys from the beginning ]. You would go to the most secret of communities within a society. In the case of the United States, you would go and infiltrate the CIA. You would take over some of them and you would take over part of the KGB."
" You would create great dissension and disagreement between factions of the public at large -- some groups saying they have seen UFOs, others saying 'No, no, this is not possible.' You would involve two major countries in an on-going idiotic philosophical disagreement so that while the Soviet Union and the United States constantly battle back and forth about who has which piece of territory or whether one invades Iran or whether one invades Afghanistan or whatever... whether one dismantles one nuclear warhead or the other dismantles another group of warheads -- you would sit back and laugh if you had the capacity to laugh."
" You would present yourself indeed to some in a group who would protect you [ CIA or MJ-12 ] thinking they had a secret more secret and more perfect knowledge of something than anyone else on
this planet had, and they would covet you and you would trust their own greed and you would trust their own mass stupidity to trap them. And you'd do it on both sides."
" You'd show yourself to some of the mass populace to further involve [ factions of ] the government in an attempt to shut them up, to keep them even more busy quieting them and trying to 'stop more information about UFOs from getting out.' You'd have the mass populace to a state where they distrusted the government. Oh, why don't they believe us? Why can't they understand that these things are really happening? We're not crazy! "
" So you would have battles constantly about whether UFOs exist or they don't exist. You would have the public and thegovernment at each other's throats. You would set two major superpowers at each other's throats. And you would have set upgroups like 'haves' -- the wealthy but contented -- and the
'have-nots.' You would plant the seeds of massive discontent.
" Eventually you might have some show of ships landing in the 1990s. One or two. By the time they have landed, be assured theywill be in complete control. You will start doing crossbreeds and more crossbreeds, generation after generation."...
|Bill Cooper's book cover|
Behold a Pale Horse
|Iridescent Beetle and Cabbage Moth|
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fb comment by Alan D. Smith · Dallas Baptist University
"The solar system revolves around a tendril of the galaxy every twenty six thousand years. Now, we are crossing through the galactic central plane, an area of intense radiation (what we call the proton or energy cloud or field). For 13,000 years we have been on the negative side of the galaxy. We are now emerging into the positive side, which is what everyone refers to as "ascension." Every time this happens all genetic material on Earth experiences a quantum leap forward. Evolution does not happen gradually. ~ Per Ian Lungold (RIP), and I believe him.
2012 was only a tipping point at which enough of Us had become aware of the matrix of lies in which we live that it mandated that eventually all of Us would become aware ~ the unveiling."
|Stunning Drone Footage Shows The Best Crop Circle Messages From Our ET Family This Summer|
Cley Hill, Warminster, 18.7.2017
by ModernGalaxy, Dec 18, 2017 | https://youtu.be/8KNLc3usZ1s
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hey granny, you talk too dang much: eye no, eye no ;o)
Augureye Express w/ Chautauqua Hunter - wowza, get an education there, an endless black hole of a brilliant mind heart body of work ('H.O.P.E. - Help Other People Evolve')
freefall's blog, Freefall is the greatest truther and poet...
They Fear Those with Knowledge and Control Those Without It
Metaphysics and Science
Skywatch Media News, earth changes alternative http://www.earthfrenzyradio.com/http://startpage.com search without google i's
etown in it's own (is so...) right
Public Enemy :: don't believe the hype says Flava Flav
Climate Change Global Movement http://350.org/
Talk2Momz heal hearts and minds w/ Ida Lawrence, she's a great writer as well
Architects & Engineers for 911 Truth http://www.ae911truth.org/
Signs of Change, HawkkeyDavisChannel
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this Texan is a Whack Job politically, but good health research is found on Natural News http://www.naturalnews.com/index.html & Mental Health Exposed http://radio.naturalnews.com/Archive-MentalHealthExposed.asp
The Icarus Project
facebook+'eyephones=eff bee eye=en ess aye
even though good folk are innocent
please bee full of care on
email@example.com, i.phones. and 'kids',
let's put DOWN those cell phones
and do your best to step AWAY
from toxic wireless soup and EMFs wherever possible...
or at least... think ...about it ...anyway...(?) ;) now that's truth style 'flava type talking for ya...()
Wifi - The Invisible Killing Fields
Stupid "Smart" Meters and wireless pollution in a yellow puke bucket look up that miss.info soon to all the worlds a stage dot com: read between the doublespeak, kiddies
The Great Bamboozle, Slow...Squeeze...?!?!?!
The Great Deception
The Great Depressions
//Bob Dylan, Like a Rolling Stone//+//X Files//+//Zappa//
Dang Crazy Crayolasz ciao...psychotic poetry used to be @ angelfire/poetry/Pix0
must say, the beauty of that black hole of manic midnight mind freeflow kept me alive, cause eye poured meye heart into it. Wuz Free to muse, now Free to deconstruct, FREE 2 TEAR IT DOWN...heh-heh...tee-hee..Pluto square Uranus style...eye'll get over it, sea?...:::
∃volve is L♥ve, Sp∃lled Backwards