Love is ∃volv∃ Spw∃ll∃d Backward Manic Depression Bipolar Rx Psychiatric Survivor - wait - 6th extinction level event with 'business' as usual with ecocide looming? = truly insane. “It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society” - Jiddu Krishnamurti
Peace - Nothing Else Makes Sense and Justice - Nothing Else Matters
Dilution is NOT the solution to radioactive pollution: THAT is delusion. NO and NO.KNOW.NO! NUKES PLEASE: Drawing light on the Beauty of Diversity ~ Taking every last and first thing literally figurativelly through the eyes of MzDiagnosed Autism Spectrum erroneously viciously forced by lockdown that 70s style to take the Deadly Rx T-Rex thus given the Manic Depressive Bipolar it's a syndrome folks no joke. Seaing everything personally symbolically synchronicitealeafly...and No More Freaking Frack Freaks!!! ∃volv∃ is Lov∃ Spwelled Backwards
The aerial onslaught says it is true, expecially Black Hawk.
ciao
and B.H.'s BS: the FB crowd, wasting taxpayers money on justifying wasteful jobs looking for that which does not exist, the incessant 'facebook' Cessnas.
ciao
hey, I'll hold on to my life until they pry it from my vice grip hands
if evil ones take my life from me, before my time, it was never my will, no matter how they try to spin it
I have protection, but the evil ones continue to harass too and steamroll over
if they take my life,
~until we meet again in spirit~
here is a feather from blue jay
he says hold on you all, and keep doing the good work
Universal X 0
To the Tunes of Native Music Everywhere that will Always Survive, Especially in Spirit, Easily Channelled
Love Freedom Now
to the tunes of robbie roberson, u2 and all music ever created
August, you are well intended...Man!...I didn't deserve you. Keep your chins up, that's ALL
thankyahplease. no right way Must Protect You and Yours And Me And Mine...
There is no write way to do this ... wearing that foo hat, at least a letting go to heal kind of thing swum under the bridge a thousand years ago.
Forgiveness?...starts at one's temple all is as it is blessed be and 4 busy bees for evah
(Please, Count Blessings that me and my banshee family are So Gone from yours for the Duration.)
...sorry. Bye. That is all. Bee welle.
coulda woulda shoulda ruddy forgiven, shellfish little minion that was me, million years ago but wuz too stubborn n way2 debt-slave stoopid, and not spirit-bear till blessed plow-wow-now. I'm now where I was always meant to be.
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ugh, finally, at least a step-up to a weird allbeeit apology analogy
finally. Sorry for my half of the ugly show pie.
and now for some more daily news. to the tunes of long live Jon Stewart's silliness in the face of corruption, and too fat pockets especially in this land was never meant to be insidiously occupied? It never was 'our' land...Gaia's land allows us to dwell, for those that care, only...
Ancient African fires inform study of Iron Age magnetic field history
When the melted floors cooled in the wake of
the blazes, the magnetite were reorganized by the ancient
electromagnetic field -- offering a snapshot of electromagnetic history.
besides. never let em see the ol' whites of eyes...even if they try to set up (puke bucket) for...and gather those nuts and berries...and don't let the bedbugs bite or get flooded the cripe out.
I will too. wanna live to ripe old spry now...just to spite the face of mind control. Didn't fall far enough from the scary self destructive rampage palm tree of Greed until now. Good luck with that, Florida............healing link to Elva Thompson ∃ ~ ♬ ♪ ♥ ∞ ☮ ★ ☄ | ☄ ★ ☮ ∞ ♥ ♪ ♬ ~ ∃ Letting go now. They could destroy the good of what folks like us had, but they can't take good memories from anyone...digging is for gardens. Letting go now. sorry, August Rush is a cool movie for kiddies everywayuh Rock grand dame ampersand rocklettes in the Now, forever durable. That's how come eye finally could apologize...^ Still have so much growing up to do for a grown Rock, eye no, eye no. Wish spiritual luck.
U2 so happy 4 U and wishing you luck and health too
bye, 88, August Rush to the tunes of James Cotton and the right kind of rockets
...and 4 that I felt I had to,,, couldn't say that once upon a time millions of ages ago.
and count more lucky starz that 'my' ugh...family, I have had to yikes protect yours from, and for the duration
But mostly, thank you for the well-intention. I treasure the memories of childhood with the family that tried to protect me under their wing and re-raise me to take care of my temples better.
(working toward letting go of pain now...) where's that old self inflicted scar tissue...?, oh, heal! now... S.E. Stella a,o,k, ampersand total'd battleaxe meanmouthed vampire'd beech saved by Oak Whisperer, cuz...
p.s. ♪ ♬ last re~challenge: 99, (or 88, depending if on depends) entourages encouraged, at Barnacle Billy's main place, or the likes, at least in spirit...ew can chew up the legs of the lobsters with crazy eyes and make kids everywhere laugh, even with the point, and eye down the flies that land in the mugs, for show and squeal...;)
;;;;;;;;;;musical muse list::::::::::::::::::
4 One. Keep It Beautiful
Counting Lucky Stars Don't believe the hype, by Flavah Flave, et all, Public Enemy ♪ ♬
...and to the tunes of shellfishness, forever stolen, european LPs and grandma and Holly photo collections, especially the d.reams and even daymares of compulsive neurotic juvenile journalling, period. And the Mardi Gras of unsupportiveness toward the ethics of good hard work...use it for fuel in the hearth
Fascinating... Jim! Is that it? Doctahrrr!? Live Long and Prosper (even w/wrongside.upside 'double U' and Darth V. destruction rampant)
ayah, more views on this subject, please: Turmeric kills cancer cells as well as a myriad of other benefits, like inflammation, for goodness' sake. Any thought on the subtle flavor of Turmeric, and that it is excellently placed in most Curry(s)? Recipes? Yah can't take Turmeric with yah. How about turmeric tea, anyone, just add a little high quality coconut oil, cayenne and raw local? Come on, e-i thought we cared more about healing. Oh. Gotta keep healthy, there's too much work to still be accomplished, and it adds health to allz daily truth fix. Lets tell the whole world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! right in the NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tee hee, just having yet another perhaps slightly immature fit over big pharmaz vampiritic mind DE(control) on less and less folk, as they are rippling out and waking up, all of them, releasing the past and being in Now. As painful as waking up to who oneself is can be sometimes.
Letting go [of] pain forever Now...Fare Well, Aug, Fare Well
//[{(and scraping some of that ancient dang but not forgotten eggoff my face/plate)}]//
//so be it and so it is
may all harm none all ways ever, blessed bee
take good care and have fun at it, yes?
no more life ruinations, k, EVER, not even during blue moons me 2
eye call protection around ALL goode folk especially goodeMomz, like Peace and Justice awards, and Saint Lawrence and like minds and beloved Guise ~ goodly Pi(r)^//
The emigration/immigration issue is a blatant example of inequality and fascism of late. (Not easy to catch David smiling. Before he stated this piece, yup.) Anyway. More mind truthsayer 'soothe.
Yikes.
David opens with: 'Once you realise that, (that the world is a madhouse run by psychopaths)'...(paraphrase attempt, on his opening statement)...'the more (the 'IT' - the agony and war torn terror possessing us humans on our beloved spinning blue top) ...makes... sense. Sense. Ok ∃ something like the more you can understand it.....the more alive you are...
oh, am i 'bloviating, yet again? (love that word) sorry...
-more psycho vampires pic placeholder here-
Where's my damned 'spaceship?! I've been searching for evah...
oh, it's Earth'...all this time...
But this here (MsD) simp - getting to the simpler side of (acceptance) knowing the truth, no matter how ugly or unbelievable --- and secretly engineered over way, Eons long timeframe = the bamboozling of humanity that has been going on for...and there seems to be no One Evil Entity to grab and be held accountable, or what...? "It" is a moving target! Heads Wrapping Around...'the IT'. As best as each individual can by their own unique way, hopefully with their sanity in tact...
David has that clear grasp and can handle blaming the leaders/countries that are most offensive.
Oh, war, I despise
'Cause it means destruction of innocent lives
War means tears to thousands of mothers eyes
When their sons go off to fight and lose their lives
But ...it can't be willing humans that are actually //slitting the throats// of our future? These 'psychopaths' in their madhouse (good description) of 'more for us few, less for everyone else' feeding literally on all of us in one way or unconscionable other...
Probably I was one more among countless kids who knew too much way too young. Survivor's guilt at not being in combat. Got jaded way too soon. Then after the mind-**** tornado (yet another hapless teen forced into mental hospital incarceration torture and nightmare, punished for a manic episode {but I have the key to life!: it's Universal Love!...CLAMP/shut/DOWN} around 1979) That had the effect of ...after that sitcom I slowly kept shutting down shunning reality more and more...went into denial trying to get away from it ever happening again and have a 'nice' ...my own little self-destructive rampage called life.
Psycho(path) Madhouse Doc 'Yank' (yup) told me in his chain=yank style, if I couldn't function on the 900mg lithium Rx thing, (99 lb kid drooling in a corner,) then to 'go on disability'. He should have been shot with that killer 900 mg thorazine blast, his own evil "medicine", in his own butt, to get perspective on his vocation. So much for asking for help with how to proceed with a horrid 'dis`ease' like that. Yet another cog, masterful doublespeak warmonger in his own way, that doc.
Thank Dog I was in a position to reject the Rx for so long...and thank Dog I didn't birth any more spawn of aurtistic persuasion, evidently... with sadness, seems to be the emerging case in my Nuclear Family (insert yellow puke buicket) lineage...
never forget, never again...gngngngngngngngngngngnngngngngngngngnngngngngngn
What a joker I was becoming, turning away from truth in youth, jest to develop 'work' skills and the lame attempt at a half decent 'career path' as some sort of backward rebellion to keep my mind off looming mentally ill homelessness. I wanted to do WORK!! of good value. (It's instilled in many folk blood.) But instead, Debt-Slave muddle- class foolishness, on through till golden years (since maybe I would be worthy by then to write, struggling to outlive another paternal figure) all the while choking on emerging truths.
Ugly Truth? Personally, Dad's work was so secreted that he could never tell us what he actually did for a 'living'.
Why did I keep hounding him over the years asking for him to explain?
He never would/could talk
about it, {{they'd take away his vocation.}} Something about a kid with
his family growing up running from the Nazis. Nuclear explosions and
desecration of the earth and all 'her inhabitants haunted yet another
little kid's day-mares. It's no wonder I grew to hate my own guts, but
the unknowing of all that I can let go of now. It's not my fault the
choices my parents made,
including birthing yet another hapless human being...slippin in to darkness, WAR
'Well, I guess we just have to be grateful and try to appreciate how lucky we are'...How?! while indigenous people all over the world are getting war torn to smithereens?!...and MY HOME COUNTRY as one of the top three ugly PAWN vicious warmonger culprits...forget self-hatred and blame aside, these psychopaths are so RESPONSIBLE for human suffering equaling Colonialism...UGH. I need a mind shower:
hat tip to - Tina Turner sings in Welcome to the Terrordome
Not to be a bore, but Immigration is a subject close to my heart,
(right up there with 'Forgiveness;') as my paternal 'rent was 30, from
Canosa di Puglia (heal of 'the boot,) when I showed up on spaceship
Earth. He was about 38? or so when he earned that ?proud? (insert painful confusion placeholder) ole u.s. (more theft and violence from/for US, so less for all the good folk type mentality?) citizenship.
Yeah, yeah, it was a cool experience etc. to teach a (beloved) parent the nuances of
...'English' (gulp! grrrrrr crazy language as it is), in that it helped give the child the (choke!) 'gift' of perspective being yet another dreaded 'ugly
american' 'lame tourist'* type loser. At least I became well aware that how I embraced life totally sucked, and I was stuck in the quicksand of aware denial. No eye contact, please, it hurts. Yikes.
It's confusing, because I love the land here in the u.s. But the Natives were massacred and their home and way of life was STOLEN from them, and the survivors were incarcerated and brainwashed into self-destructive ways of the Colonialists. Then we were lied to about all this glorified viciousness. Truth hurts like a knife ripping through the soul-dire.
Why I thought I deserved to at least struggle to live 'my' life, I have yet to fathom. What did come naturally was the will to write something right, and hey, this tiny sandbox is it. But I knew I was such an ugly person, (all wrapped up in acting out idiotic 's♬ ♪ubconscious' child abuses with a pretty stupid shiny red white and blue bow,) and therefore obviously I truly always came to the blatant conclusion that I had nothing worthy to offer.
Here, have an 'Arrogant Bastard' ale...tag line 'you're not worthy' with a devil on the label...YIKES or NOT pass the yellow puke bucket, please, where? Oh, there, on the Right Wing of yet another geoengineering hijacked airplane. Ouch. Pass the salt?
Well now the tsunami of memory is coming back, as difficult as that can be at times. If I could only be my quiet self. Thankful for stupidity, serendipity and emerging Sense. At least there is purpose now, a hunger to hear more voices and the fortitude to not cave at the insanity. The psychopaths in the madhouse are insane, NOT folk like me, Slippin into Darkness, WAR♬ ♪.
In other words, getting out of the Denial stage into acceptance, wait. THAT is not the right word. This infuriating language, English! Ok. You know, so well. And yes, humanity is ruddy tired of this knowing. We needed to get to the next steps a few centuries ago would have been decent...poor spinning top One Living Organism earth. Damn sick of being so angry and sad about what's done to humanity, how our existence has all along been preyed upon since the dawn of our existence. By a psychopathic, evil parasitic greed, word up: 'Archon' works. Uh-oh, better publish this blip fast before the berserk gremlins crash the old pee sea tower!!!
It's sooooo frustrating Knowing that humanity is so capable, and technology could be so relatively quickly positioned, to save Gaia from this ongoing destruction. Ah, Potential, intelligently belligerent in the face. Soothe with extra-strength truth.
Goddess of Elegance, wig Out :) https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/but-you-caint-use-my-phone/id1061192979?app=itunes https://twitter.com/fatbellybella ..................... ~ Just Be Welle ~
"We are up against someting that can not be programmed, categorized or easily referenced..."
-Fox Mulder, X-Files
In Sanity True.r(false?).Up.2.U
I choose effusively to believe humaniwomanity can prevail oppositionally to bad control by focusing on humans as one species and our place in a beloved Universe.Hey, it gets me though. U AS WE RESIST
Most Musical Genres thank god for music Shackles Off
protection all around all one and these listed here:
You Must get your dying wish, Ruth!!! All the Love and HEALING Light of the World wishing you Well You Amazing Woman! Get a free booklet of The Constitution http://www.constitutionbooklet.com/ https://www.democracynow.org/2018/12/27/rbg_as_justice_ruth_bader_ginsburg
π , protection light ALLONEUNIVERSE above and below............Hugh + Hue Manatee: Save the Humans by at the very most, WAKING UP
Eradicate the unnecessary Pity Committee, puleeeeeze for goodness' sake. Dedicated to J.R. on the Rock. Stigma: Attitude toward us is so not right on. Just because one has been classified with a mental illness label, has nothing to do with being or not beingderanged, they are not mutually exclusive. Many of those tagged 'mentally ill' are more 'sane' than anything else. Just endochrinologically (e.g. see Quantum Healing, free ad on the 'Ritchie Allen show') something or other'd? {been terrified of 'coming out' - frankly getting blackballed in employahillbility. (they always find out anyway - even on the deadly Tyranny Rx and look out for the Gaslight) Huge back monkey. Booted out of the healthcare system in the most recent corrupt Dubyah flavor Darth Vader economic slide against the people. A first foray into using a BLOB - coming out from underground while staying there...here's a toast to health. May your mind and spirit always access 'freedom'. ∃~Salute'
